you're a mystery yourself

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

8:11 PM

HAHA.
MAPLE and SHEILA
chuan ping's friends.
i found out tt chuan loves to bully her seniors.
she's evil.

SHEILA (is she called sheila in the first place? nevermind then. i shall call her that)was walking home mah
and we were on the double decker bus
playing lar.
cos there was nobody upstairs
except for 1 guy.
but we didnt care.
we shouted and laughed

then suddenly chuan shrieked "SHEILA!!"
then we crowded to the left side of the bus
then we saw her playing with her handphone.
then... er, chuan banged the window and shouted frantically
hahh. and she waved and waved.
I dont know her
but i joined in.
in the end
we didnt get her attention

for a fleeting moment
she looked up from her handphone.
so we tried to get her to look up
AGAIN.

that one passenger with us on the upper deck
was staring
like we were crazy
HAHA.
what was worse
when the guy wanted to get off frm the bus
he stood up
but fell back into the chair cos the bus jerked
and we had to choose this moment to laugh.
oops.
while he was getting down
chuan put out her tongue at him
for no reason
suddenly he looked up
and saw
HAHAH!
chuan was so embarassed.

i guess nobody went upstairs
cos maybe they thought there were mental patients upstairs.
nobody came up at all
which was fun.
=)

wait..
havent talked abt MAPLE,
she's quite friendly.
i told her something abt chuan...
but i shall not say what.
BUT BUT BUT
chuan did say mine.
(wah, she posted abt it too lar! grr..)
so i said hers.
quite fair lar.

anyway,
today was reflection day!
i wish i could re-read what i wrote in the 1st letter
i wrote alot.
yeah.
and i teared a little.
started sniffing
cos what i wrote in the letter
was all my death-giving
um.. i mean,
negative things i've said abt ppl.
and also negative things ppl said abt me.
what i felt was REGRET,
for the things i've said to ppl.

TO ALL, sorry if i ever done or said something tt hurt you.
REALLY REALLY SORRY.
esp. to bianca.
i knw it happened a long time ago
but really,
i regretted.

yeah,
after tt.
he asked us to rip the letter we wrote
in other words,
to forget our mistakes and grudges
to just ask for forgiveness.

everyone started crying,
and hugging
and saying sorry.
even to those they hated in the past.
i was so shocked.

yup yup,
quite a day.
tt's it then.

&the beauty.

11:58 PM

im finally posting!!
yeahs.
it's been long.
i've got lots to post.

but firstly,
let me do the quiz that HAZELTANZIHAN gave me.

#1 single, taken, crushing?
har. single.

#2 are you happy with your life?
ermms. quite?

#3 when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
no... how would i know whether it's the RIGHT one??

#4 have you ever had your heart broken?
no...not directly anyway.

#5 do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NO! okay, maybe? how would i know?!

#6 would you ever take someone back if he/she cheated you?
MAYBE? If tt person meant a lot to me.

#7 have you talked abt marriage with another before?
haha. yeah. those kind of childish talks when i was little. =]

#8 do you want children?
yup.

#9 how many?
1

#10 will you consider adoption?
no.

#11 if somebody likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
confess. what else?

#12 do you enjoy getting into relationship?
i dont know. i guess i will.

#13 be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did before?
no comments.

#14 do you believe in first love?
hmm. yeah...

#15 do you believe you can change someone?
yeah...if you try hard enough.

#16 are you romantic?
i guess so.

#17 if you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
anywhere?? of course someplace nice LAR. it depends.

#18 do you easily give in when fighting?
haha. NO.

#19 have you wished that you could have had someone but messed it up?
no

#20 do you have feelings for someone right now?
no.

#21 have you ever broken a heart?
oops. im sorry but yes.

#22 if one day your best friend fell in love with the guy/girl whom you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
depends on who that person likes.

#23 are you missing someone now?
no...

WHAT IN THE WORLD?
I SHALL NOT FORCE THIS ON ANYONE.
HAHAH!

&the beauty.